Monday, June 28, 2010

Because they are never too big for my lap...

Yesterday we went to a lake, and then went to a friend's house to watch movies. Since they were so exhausted from playing at the lake (and "swimming") and also playing with tons of toys at the friend's babies came to cuddle with me and fall asleep on my lap. Both of them. Never in a million years will I turn them away - but hell when my legs started to fall asleep shortly after they had...WHOA. LOL!!! I quickly decided it was time to go home.

I have reopened the discussion of having my tubes tied. Daddy shrugs and says "If that's what you want..."

NO. NO IT IS NOT WHAT I WANT. I want the possibility of having more babies. I want the OPTION. But this IUD is making me into a COW and I don't want another baby (or miscarraige thankyouverymuch) RIGHT NOW...

Who freaking knows.


1 comment:

Yo-yo Mama said...

I laughed at my doctor when he asked if I wanted a tubal with my last c-section. Dude. The baby's a donor egg baby. My ovaries have all but turned to dust.

It's one thing to have the door shut in your face w/o any say, but to have to make that decision personally?? Oh, honey, I don't think I ever could. Hope runs eternal is this old bag.