Wednesday, November 22, 2006

More good news...

Yeah right.

Selfish lost the baby last night. She was bleeding and went to the hospital and there was no more heartbeat. They aren't scheduling a D&C yet because they told her that her body will reject the sac and get rid of it itself. So she has to be home the next week to make sure she doesn't bleed out at work.
I've been there.
All I could do was sit there, shocked. Daddy didn't say much, either. I guess the memory of our miscarriages is still raw even though we don't talk about them.
So...Happy Thanksgiving to us, huh?

My friend sent me another e-mail this morning: Everything is a little weird...everything is falling apart around me...I'm losing everything all at the same time.
I wish I could just get in the car and go to her. Oh, the joys of pre-baby days when i could just up and leave without having to tell anyone. She understands why I'm not there now, she has kids. But I still want to be there.


Anonymous said...

Loss is so difficult. I, too, have had 2 miscarriages, and I know this journey you describe all too well.

Take a deep breath. I'm so sorry that you can't be where you really want to be right now, but know that your dear friend knows of your love and support.


Mama of 2 said...

I'm sorry to hear about all the loss around you -- especially when it's the time of year when we are to be thankful. It makes it tough.

As for your friend please again pass along my prayers and thoughts for her and her family and you as well Diana. I can only imagine how hard it is to be you wanting to be with her and knowing it's not possible.